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Hatiku mencelos ….

Mencelos itu bahasa Indonesia untuk 'gelo' (bahasa jawa ex: ... gelo aku ... keretane telat)

Mencelos bukan karena kereta atau apapun. Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiii karena dakuw baru tahu bahwa Teraru tokoh kartun yang daku gilai di anime anak-anak God Sigma adalah lelaki!!!! TIdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak .... aku tahunya dia tuh wanita cantik (icy kinda girl) dengan rambut hijau. Ternyata dia lelaki (hiks ..hiks..) berikut ini keterangan yang kudapat.

http://animindo.net/forum/viewtopic.php?p=112899&sid=2632a174ab59662696f18b658c2a1c73

Tidak ...tidak ... tidak .... *lemas*

teraru

Proposals ….

Ini bukan proposal marriage, hihihihhihii melainkan proposal tender. Mulai lagi nih workload menanjak, biasa bulan-bulan begini tender pemerintah lagi open house. Hmmm .... kemarin sempet ngobrol sama Pak MYU and he asked about my plan of resigning. I said Yes, memang ada rencana untuk resign kok. Not for the sake of anything but merely I want to study more, ingin mencari beasiswa, dan ingin nerusin S2.

Ealagh ... malah ditawarin kerja di world bank. Plizzzz dehhhhhh ..... bukannya gak mau, cuman entah lah, sekarang keputusan bukan solely my own. Ada Mas Yudi sebagai kepala rumah tangga yang bersama-sama menentukan arah kehidupan kami. So, I'll discuss about it first.

Puyeng …

Duh ... baru masuk kerja 1 hari udah puyeng uy. Hihihi ... tadi pagi pas naik tangga 4 lantai langsung teringat betapa berat perjuanganku tiap pagi (T_T) ....

Hihihihihhi ini blog perdana dari komputer kerja di kantor nich ... hmmmm ... hmmm

Back 2 Work!!!

Huahahahaha ... setelah mengambil cuti pernikahan yang cukup lama. Dakuw dan Mas Yud besok harus kembali bekerja. Meuwwwwwwwwwwwwww ........... malas sekali ya ternyata. Tapi apa boleh buat, banyak pekerjaan yang sudah ter-pending karena kita ndak masuk.

Ical yang menggantikan tugas-tugas kita selama kita ndak ada, beberapa kali dia telepon dan helplessly whining 'masukkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...........' nampaknya dia baru mengerjakan tugas-tugas kita seminggu sudah kapoq. Hihihihiih

2 1/2 putaran dan tewaz …

Hihihihi .... itulah yang terjadi apabila kita nekat untuk berlari di senayan tanpa persiapan lahir batin. Kekekeek akibat sudah lamaaaaaaaaa sekali tidak olah raga, baru 2 putaran 'lari campur' (lari campur jalan dan ngos-ngosan) akhirnya daku menyerah.

Malu juga seh, padahal daku yang semangat mengajak Mas Yud dan Ayu untuk lari di Senayan. Perasaan nih, kalau aerobik di rumah 30 menit tuh 'cing chinnnnk' (cepat sekali berlalu maksudnya) tapi kok ya kalau untuk muterin stadion yang segede gaban itu kok luama nemen. (>.<) .... alasan ...

Eniwei, cukup lah untuk pemula yang pemalas seperti daku ini. Untuk ukuran Garfield (panggilan Pak QKD ke dakuw) segitu tuh udah cukup kok (mencoba membesarkan hati sendiri ...huihihihi). Pulang mata langsung jelalatan liat pedagang bubur ayam, siomay, sate padang dan mie ayam. Walhasil puteran cuma 2 1/2 makannya yang banyak .....kisah klasik di hari Sabtu ....

1 Minggu 2 Hari

Hari ini, tepat 1 minggu 2 hari dari pernikahankuw ... masih tidak percaya dech. Rasanya kok baru kemarin telpon-telponan sama Mas Yud dan bilang "Selamat istirahat sayang.... ketemu besok yah" eeeeeeh sekarang tiba-tiba ada di sebelahku bobow-na.

Hihihihi sejauh ini kesan-kesan tentang menikah? Hmmmmm ... banyak hal yang tidak diketahui sebelumnya jadi tahu. Misalnya nih, ternyata suamikuw sayang itu kalau kecapean banget tidurnya memiliki ciri khas. Yaitu dengan menggerus giginya sendiri. Heh??? Iya itu loh kayak lagi ngunyah tapi ndak ada yang dikunyah, jadi hanya ada bunyi gemeretuk dari geraham yang bergesekan dengan geraham. Hihihihi tapi kalau dia cukup istirahatnya ya .. biasa aja tidurnya.

Menikah juga berarti harus rela berbagi, dalam hal ini berbagi space tidur yang biasanya membentang untuk dirikuw sendiri, hihihihi sekarang harus dishare dengan Mas Yud. Selain itu berbagi keluh dan senang. Misalnya tadi, Mas Yud bingung karena dia harus membeli RAM baru untuk kompie di rumahnya, sementara daku harus mengambil laundry yang sudah menumpuk dan buanyaaak sekali. Kesulitan pembagian ini ditambah dengan hujan di Jakarta. Tahu sendiri khan, kalau udah hujan di Jakarta ini, jalanan otomatis menjadi macet. Walhasil hanya satu tujuan yang dapat dicapai, yaitu mengambil laundry, sementara belum sempat untuk membeli RAM baru.

Wajah Mas Yud terlihat stressy.... tapi dia tidak mau mengakuw kalau dia stress. Ini membuat aku sedih, karena 'de-tour' ini yang membuat kita ndak sempat mampir di Ratu Plaza untuk beli RAM. Hmph ... akhirnya daku minta maaf deh dan berjanji untuk temenin Mas Yud cari RAM besok. Singkatnya, kehidupan pernikahan itu ndak kayak dongeng yang 'happily ever after' dech... banyak hal-hal kecil seperti ini yang menumpuk dan berkarat sehingga menjadi akar perceraian (na'udzubillah min dzalik). Semoga saja kami selalu di jaga hati nurani-nya oleh Allah S.W.T serta kepala yang dingin dalam mengarungi kehidupan berumah tangga. Aminnnnn

Premature…

Something that is prematurely born is always in need of extra attention. Just as premature baby needs certain care and equipment such as the incubator and so forth. So does a company that is prematurely born. The company born out of the eagerness of its founder to catch the potential IT market that is said to be 'thriving' in Indonesia, is somehow prematurely (or say hastely) founded.

Without enough consideration of what the terget market may be, and the lack of human resources within, the company is forced to take its own form. I am the person whose from the very beginning reluctance of all the hurrying. I never quite agree to what the shareholders believe in. I consider myself to be a person a great cautious when it comes to a very serious things as founding a company.

As I previously though, the company cannot just breakthrough its way of becoming a H/W and S/W reseller, for this field has been pact with other companies as predecessor. If we are to succeed to make our self known, there are two things in my opinion that needs extra attention. One, is our specialization upon the type of h/w and s/w that we want to sell. We cannot offer something that we are not capable of procuring. Our sister company recent agreement with HP must be extended so that includes our company. Second, if we are to sell this HP hardware, who is out target market? Third, there is absolutely lack of employee in our company. There is only me and mas Yud in this company, I mean on the working level, the two other are the bosses of the company. There isn't even a finance caretaker (this one happens because of a special unimportant and by far the silliest reason ...and I loath to talk about it)

Now... now... the impact of this decision was profound. We haven't made much client, and when we do, we do not derive enough profit to cover all our expenses. Not only our sister company loss a lot in investing (for their source of income is seasonal as other government-oriented consulting firms) but the new company employees also suffered (a.k.a me and mas Yud).

I do not say anything upto this day, merely asking of the company obligation to fulfill their due to us. I am not a girl of wealth, I support myself and therefore I need my salary. I've heard stories of the successful persons such as Mr. BEF, that endure 8 long months without salary and survived to be the second richest person on the company's Group. Had things were different to me, had I am not on the brink of matrimony (that as we all know needs a lot of financial resources), had not my parents suffice for it all. I won't be ashame to ask their favors. But since they funded all my wedding attire, I cannot ask them to suffice my daily needs. sigh ... sigh... sigh...

BBS bo’

Lagi iseng jalan-jalan di hutan web, googling "pcboard bbs". Edan! Ada juga yang dokumentasiin sopwer-sopwer BBS jadul (baca: jaman dahulu) lho. Jadi inget maenan modem pertama kali, tagihan SLI gila-gilaan (grin) hihihihihihi, sorie ya Pa!

PCBoard! trus ada juga program-program BBS yang laen tuh. Kangen juga ama masa-masa dulu. *hiks*

Oya, dulu PCBoard masuk ketahap beta ternyata nggak pernah tuntas tuh. Sampe si Clark Development Corporation (CDC, yang bikin PCBoard) bangkrut. *oalah bangkrut tah, kirain diversifikasi usaha laen*

BINGUUUUUUNG

Ni nameserver pada knapa ye. Udah di-update dari minggu lalu, tapi masi aja pada blom ke refresh semua dns nya. Nge-dig dari local udah update, tapi dari nameserver isp laen kok masi yang lama ya?

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True Blue ….

I feel blue all day long. Perhaps its got something to do with pms, or perhaps its got something to do with my ever-nearer-wedding date. I feel anxious because this wedding is involving soo.. many people and soo.. many different views and opinion that adhere to each of their beholders. I think a good project manager will easily do their wedding right. I consider myself to be a good project manager (^_^) but since there is so much emotion attached to your own wedding you just cannot think right.

I wonder how people survive their wedding plans. .... yelp ...yelp ..... (^_-)

The part which I consider the hardest to accommodate is everything that involve taste. Ta da!!!!! Everything about a wedding is about someone's taste. The ambience, the decoration, the music, everything that cannot be frankly opposed. Such a wretched creature we are if we do not at least consider our (for example) mother or mother in law's opinion.

Every woman wants their wedding day to be El Perfecto! But then again, nothing is perfect in this world. I may have to be contended with everything I've worked so hard for the past months. It is called 'bersyukur'.

I just hope (with all my heart though) that everything will be ok. ......